I failed, at least at that point in time.
I had to give up everything in order to create a new world for myself. And I still haven't completely made the leap. Half of me is still stuck in the other world. That's why this website still exists, and I don't want to let it go. I still have hope, and above all, fear. Fear that everything I believed in will be torn down, that it was all just an illusion.
And if this falls apart too, I'll build something new again. I'll find a new way to find a place on this earth. Even if it's not the right way, the key thing is to keep going. Even the smallest detail tells a story. And maybe it find the right people on this planet.